Motivation Revisited

My motivation continues to present itself at the most unorthodox times. 12:20ish in the morning after a day that i spent sneezing, sniffling, and feeling like my allergies are a curse of the devil. Random thoughts in my head.....I love tattoos...I spent all weekend in church and i wished i had spent more time there....other than the "Bed" song....the J. Holiday CD is trash.....yeah i know im like 7 months late...but i have music i haven't listened to in 2 years....so bear with me. Back to my subject at hand......I'm on the road to success....I no longer will speak negativity.....im getting off of this thing because all i am doing is coming up with things to think about than i have words to describe......Good night world.....well in all honesty....Good night to my mind because thats who i address this to.

Motivation

Allow me to ramble for a brief moment before I come to my eureka.
My motivation has been on hiatus for an extended period of time. I have been through many phases in life over the past several years. I have been addicted to the superficial, impressed with the vanity of humanity, impacted by the negative and unmotivated by the good within myself. All of which are a bi-product of a lifestyle change. My addiction to the superficial has been a result of my attempt to become a separate identity of which i was never meant to be. I was never created to have an in depth conversation about those things which have no pertinence to my ultimate success in life. Simply........I don't care about "the cool". I don't care about my weekend plans on Monday. If i have not lived up to my potential and experienced everything i can experience on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, then Friday i should not be celebrating anything. My life is meant for greatness and the superficial has attempted to convince me otherwise. I was created for a purpose and i have neglected that purpose for too long. Motivation is a blessing especially at 4:03 in a.m.
I was at once impressed by the Vanity of Humanity. I no longer care about how i am perceived. Ironically perception is the reality which our entire society is based upon. People have perceived me to be this, I believe I am that and then we cross paths. Conceptually it makes little sense, but internally the struggle with perception is what limits our life. I don't care what you think of me, my thoughts, my motivations or my purpose in life. It is MY LIFE. I perceive that i am great, destined to be successful, not impacted by the vanity in life and a value to everyone. Welcome to my world. If i live my life as a man and worry about how others will respond to my actions and my actions are genuine and sincere then i have allowed my life to be lived vicariously through another. No one else works my job, pays my taxes or pumps gas in my car......so they do not own me. I know it appeared that i was shouting through my words........maybe a little bit lol.

I speak of no negativity in belief that the elimination of even the thoughts will therefore exterminate the concept. Negativity will impact your life the moment you give it the power to do so. I picture nothing other than success, beauty, glory and greatness. Everything else is merely FEAR. False Evidence Appearing Real.

The positivity is all around me. It is now 4:13 am and I look forward to going back to sleep to change my life for the better in a matter of hours. I apologize to those i have neglected but i sacrifice the pleasure for the purpose and the principle. It's a purpose thing, If I did it for a purpose than my purpose was driven by principle. My principle is driven by motivation and the motivation of my life is driven by love, all of which are a product of my reality.

SiDeKiCk Check Innnnnn

I'm officially falling back after this weekend.....
I mean I'm locking some lucky lady down

Prolly Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Cooooooooonery

If I ever have a moment of "coooooonery" slap me.....not gonna be able to do it...lmao

RaNdOm.....RANDOMMMMMMM

The post of nothing but the most random, minuscule, irrelevant yet crucial thoughts i can come up with at 9:55 while i am waiting for the last episode of the wire to download.

1. I am a habitual line crosser......Thats what I do.
2. I own a bunch of over priced sneakers
BUT I wear $40 chuck taylors just about everyday and they look horrible but eff it...That's what I do.


3. One of the only times my ex and I would NOT argue is during The Wire....until she asked questions....
4. I have 2 phones for nooooo reason.....anymore....my mom calls me more than anyone else lol...its a good thing she isn't good at text messaging!!!!

5. "i don't want to know where he is, who he's with or what he is doing....I just want him to answer the phone when I call.....If every woman wanted just that...I'd be married with like 3 kids and 2 and a half dogs by now...
6. I'm secretly the most perceptive person alive....
7. I am done talking about myself......im sure everything i just mentioned makes sense to different people but not one in the same.
8. Men and Women both want the same things.....just at different times.....the key to a healthy relationship is finding what you both want at the same time.
9. I know, I know....how can the man with no girlfriend give relationship advise....Because I can....(middle fingers and tounge sticking out)

10. Finally......this took 1:45 mins to download....i could have taken over the world in that time...or called a woman who gave me her number for noooooo reason.