My Journey from Cool, to Anti-Cool to Planet Luv!
My opinion on Life, Love and Drinking Games!
Life:
I procrastinate to the point where i actually live vicariously through others decisions.
I have a plan to get rich, the means to get rich but lack the motivation. Dont worry about me....Ill be rich, famous and successful in 2 years tops. I wanted to be normal for a while. I created Ronizsofly out of an AIM screen name, a Niketalk Login and a digital camera that i purchased for $150 or something. Its amazing what a man can do with so little. That was the birth of "The Cool" Word to me being on that before Lupe Fiasco. I have the tags to prove it. I was unreachable, unteachable, word to Elizabeth unloveable and loved every minute of it. The cool was fun and gave me many memories that i will never forget. I lost friends and made new ones, I lost love and found new love.....its all a circle i tell you. Now let me say something briefly. Fuck Ronizsofly. Ask me about him and i will tell you some shit. Im sure any person you ask about him will tell you he was an asshole. It only took 3 years for me to realize that my persona had fake friends, had crushed spirits and had lost my sense of reality. I have sent letters of apology, texts of apology, emails of apology to every person that Ronizsofly treated like shit. So dont blame me anymore and im done being emotional. Now to the heart of the issue. Fuck being Cool. Thats what i said. My motivation for one of the 4 or 5 myspaces that i have had over the past 3 years was The Coolest Nerd Alive. In person you could see it. My demeanor made no sense and made it impossible to predict or to deal with. Word to however many people i have pissed off in the past year or so. Im sure i will touch back on this in the future but this is one of the 12 million blogs that have popped up over the past year so i doubt anyone is really paying me any attention.
I have officially touched down on Planet Luv! Its here. Let the celebration commense, let the pigs in a blanket pass by my face and let the bowls of Cinnamon Toast Crunch keep me happy. I have finally made it to my reality (from a non-romantic standpoint). It's good to be home. I went through a stage in my life over several years where it took me a while to find a purpose. This is sort of like my new years resolution.....yeah in the end of July....who cares?
Love:
Don't get it confused. I am not an emotional dude. I have no Bitch-Assness in me....Im mad as shit that i even had to use that term to relate to people. But thats life. I have had my issues with women as im certain many have had their issues with me. I don't even mean to curse but its purely for artistic expression....motherfuckas. In essence i really can't even begin to speak on my opinion of love because everyone views it differently. No matter who i have given advice to from an intellectual level, each and everyone of them have asked me the same question again and again. On multitudinous occasions i have explained with extreme fervor and passion how important it is to learn how to love so that you can experience it and reciprocate it. But people as a whole are stubborn.....word to Adam and Eve.
Just got a text
Motivation Lost.............................
Life:
I procrastinate to the point where i actually live vicariously through others decisions.
I have a plan to get rich, the means to get rich but lack the motivation. Dont worry about me....Ill be rich, famous and successful in 2 years tops. I wanted to be normal for a while. I created Ronizsofly out of an AIM screen name, a Niketalk Login and a digital camera that i purchased for $150 or something. Its amazing what a man can do with so little. That was the birth of "The Cool" Word to me being on that before Lupe Fiasco. I have the tags to prove it. I was unreachable, unteachable, word to Elizabeth unloveable and loved every minute of it. The cool was fun and gave me many memories that i will never forget. I lost friends and made new ones, I lost love and found new love.....its all a circle i tell you. Now let me say something briefly. Fuck Ronizsofly. Ask me about him and i will tell you some shit. Im sure any person you ask about him will tell you he was an asshole. It only took 3 years for me to realize that my persona had fake friends, had crushed spirits and had lost my sense of reality. I have sent letters of apology, texts of apology, emails of apology to every person that Ronizsofly treated like shit. So dont blame me anymore and im done being emotional. Now to the heart of the issue. Fuck being Cool. Thats what i said. My motivation for one of the 4 or 5 myspaces that i have had over the past 3 years was The Coolest Nerd Alive. In person you could see it. My demeanor made no sense and made it impossible to predict or to deal with. Word to however many people i have pissed off in the past year or so. Im sure i will touch back on this in the future but this is one of the 12 million blogs that have popped up over the past year so i doubt anyone is really paying me any attention.
I have officially touched down on Planet Luv! Its here. Let the celebration commense, let the pigs in a blanket pass by my face and let the bowls of Cinnamon Toast Crunch keep me happy. I have finally made it to my reality (from a non-romantic standpoint). It's good to be home. I went through a stage in my life over several years where it took me a while to find a purpose. This is sort of like my new years resolution.....yeah in the end of July....who cares?
Love:
Don't get it confused. I am not an emotional dude. I have no Bitch-Assness in me....Im mad as shit that i even had to use that term to relate to people. But thats life. I have had my issues with women as im certain many have had their issues with me. I don't even mean to curse but its purely for artistic expression....motherfuckas. In essence i really can't even begin to speak on my opinion of love because everyone views it differently. No matter who i have given advice to from an intellectual level, each and everyone of them have asked me the same question again and again. On multitudinous occasions i have explained with extreme fervor and passion how important it is to learn how to love so that you can experience it and reciprocate it. But people as a whole are stubborn.....word to Adam and Eve.
Just got a text
Motivation Lost.............................
posted by Regular Ass Ronnie at
7:26 PM
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